The Funny Thing About Past Relationships

I was on Reddit today and someone mentioned the "other" tab in your messages folder.  I'd never noticed it before so I immediately checked on said tab to view the messages I'd been getting from people who weren't my friends.  I'd been warned beforehand that a lot of it would probably be spam and that was true.  On the bottom was a message from someone I recognized and I quirked an eyebrow trying to jog my memory as to what could have been said.

The message was from Taylor, my exboyfriend.  I opened the message in curiosity expecting nothing but hateful words and belittling.  The message was sent a couple of years ago and it was during a time when I had tried to refriend him.  He was angry about getting banned from an rp site I owned and I couldn't help but to chuckle.  Once again, something blamed on me that had nothing to do with me.  In his message, he added a part mentioning that I should not contact him or anything of that sort.  That we would never be friends and so on.

This doesn't bother me.  Taylor was never really good to me except for before we dated and when we were nothing more than friends.  I almost wish it stayed that way. Just friends since the beginning.  He wasn't a bad friend to me, by any means.  He had a sense of humor I appreciated and stood up for the people he held dear to him.  Afraid of no consequence and a knack for words I could only dream to have.  I remember that I used to admire him.

Now that I'm with Zane, I hardly even remember any of the bad things Taylor used to do to me.  The only memories of it are held within diary books which have gathered dust from inactivity.  Zane is so good to me and so perfect that all of the scars and baggage I used to carry have disappeared completely.  I'm a better person for it and I have no one else to thank but him.  Now, in my renewed state, I almost feel bad that Taylor and I couldn't have remained courteous to each other.  I wouldn't mind posting with him again or simply talking about how life is treating us.  Like I mentioned earlier, he was a pretty decent friend.  If only he would have stayed that way.



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