One of my old friends had a little trouble in her relationship with her boyfriend recently. She's stuck with a no good guy who does the stupidest things. It's like no matter how she tries, he just keeps being a pig-headed jerk to her. He makes her cry all the time and I'm so sick of him.
I don't have to worry about silliness like that though because my relationship is nothing like that and thank buddha. Zane's such a sweetheart and I'm proud to do anything it takes to keep him happy.
I'm supposed to be seeing him sometime this month and I'm super excited about it! I'll be staying with him for a few weeks hopefully before I need to come back for my doctor's appointment. And then he'll make it in May to be there with me when I give birth to our baby girl and to hopefully spend time with me afterward for a little while.
My struggles and the pain from my past. All the hardships I've ever overcome. All the people I've had to put up with to get to this point. He makes it worth it. He makes it sooo worth it and I hardly even remember the damage done to me by others because I'm with him now. Why live in the past where everything was dark and hopeless when I have such a bright light right here and now?
